Hey all!
Still on h[ell]olidays... BUT!!! I'm coming home in 4 days!
aaand going on a 4 week christian crap camp in 8 days...
Still not ready for it and the stress is killing me!

Mum said she'd do up a checklist [I ended up doing that] and she'd buy me everything I needed if we didn't already have it. Because of all the red mud at the camp place, I gotta get clothes that won't get ruined by the mud, I ended up resorting to buying crap loads of black sweatpants and black shirts that violate the 'dress code'. Guess who's going to get labled the group's emo! -_- I hate wearing sleeves unless they cover my hands and it's too hot for that in summer so I'm going no sleeves!!! [not supposed to do that] But mehh, they can go fuck themselves, I'm gunna wear sunscreen so they can't really complain... but knowing them, they will...
Mum's doing nothing and my step dad is rubbing it in my face... I've done all the preporation so far by myself... Other families are ready, have everything their child needs to go camping, aren't teasing their child about it and are looking forward to the camp. My family has done jackshit... -_-

But anyways, I should probably share what's been happening lately...

First night in Deni was really bad... I felt really out of place. At the dinner table the adults sat on the opposite side of the table to me and the kids sat at the bench. No-one said a word to me and I wanted to run home to Brisbane... Or to Dubbo and stay at my auntie's place for a while...
Things sorta improved as the days went on... sorta...

Yesterday was my step grandmother's 60th birthday. My step auntie, step uncle, step grandmother and 3 step cousins piled into one car while my mum, step dad, step grandfather, 2 half siblings and myself piled into another car and drove to Echuca. [holy shit that's a lot of steps...] Echuca is an hours drive [methinks >.> <.< i'm probably wrong though, time goes slower when i'm not having fun...]. When we got there we went on a paddle steam boat thing called ' Pride of the Murray'. I got lots of scenery shots! which mum complained about because she was looking through my memory card looking for the good picture of my step grandmother I took. We went to Beechworth Bakery [the Echuca one] there was a slice called 'death by chocolate' it was so good! Hit the ice-creamery after that, then headed home.


Also, I won't be uploading anything until I get back from the camp [19th Feb]

aLLey

P.S: It's ~MissJordanDesiree 's 16th birthday on the 17th of Jan! Go give her loves and raid her gallery, she has awesome edits! she also has cute drawings XD